Night and Day

2334hrs..
things usually dont go the way we want them to. and most of the times, these situations are not within our control. we may try hard to alter the situation, but to no avail. the determined ones will try and try and try again..however, when the end results are still the same, and by this time patience has worn off, we give up.

sometimes i wish i didnt have feelings..i think being indifferent is much better than having to go through all that crap emotional turmoil tt we are put through. although its enjoyable with emotions, but there is only a limit to what enjoyable feelings emotions can provide us with.there is only happiness. while the rest are anger, hatred, sadness, loneliness, and sadly, love.

love, somehow, will lead to rejection, disappointment, anger..emotional turmoil.poot.

once again, this is something we cant change.exasperation.

i am choking,
i feel like crying but i cant,
i want to laugh it away, but i cant..
i wanna scream, but nothing comes out
its accumulating inside..
..waiting to explode one day