Night and Day

2311hrs..
the previous entry was just one of those feelings of mine on a really bad day.ha.
did i ever mention that Narinder is a BITCH! she belongs to the world of cynicism.
i feel really guilty for not going to train today. but i just cant help it.. still not feeling well. and i cldnt make it for the pre-comp dinner as well..i hope i get well by wed. cos tts the first day of Nationals [heats]. i wish i cld have a positive mindset about my race, but one have to be realistic right?ha.
i just made a decision about something..not anything important anymore..perhaps not to me..i really hope this is not going to hurt anyone. cos i would gladly be the one getting hurt rather than hurting someone else..but anyways... Im sorry.